philippins on monday...yay! [i guess].  missing some outings with certain friends [cough SHILEN cough IRENE] but it's okay.  i believe i'm coming back on july 19 and all you people i owe a day with make some plans =].  oh if you want anything in the philippines [we might possibly go to hong kong too] just say so.  i'll try to find if, but if i can't i'm sure i'll get you a great alternative ^___^V.

kuya bong/anthony and mariel told me how some butt stole sally's pink hat and wrote on her memorial cross.  this reminds me of how much i hate houston.  one day, when i finish college and establish a good job for myself, i'm going to move to California.  I know there's horrible people wherever anyone travels and it's irrelevant to come into contact with them, but I'm tired of Houston.  It's a busy city with it's fast moving cars and it's bustling people.  All going one direction and not a thought of stopping. [i really see it like this when i sit down and watch the scenary].

new layout coming soon.  credits to bff mariel.  go to her xanga to see pictures from our date =].  oh and if you don't know her xanga it's http://www.xanga.com/theprincessoftkd .  sorry, i'm too lazy and too tired to steal pictures as we've been packing.

ah and i saw her!  dare i say...my role model's non-lover.  she's very beautiful and has a unique taste in clothing...i like it.  i saw her randomly at katy mills and followed her around in a store (yes....stalking!).  i can't say hi because she's my friend's friend who i've only seen through his livejournal.  too bad she can never be with him...oh well.  not my business [i have a bad habit of finding gossip].

oh and at willowbrook i went to the pet store and most adorable dog i saw.  a wee, tiny thing...maybe 10 inches or smaller...i guessed it was mini-pomeranian or a mutt.  it took such itty bitty steps and hopped as it went.  oh!  i've never seen a tiny spec jump so high in the air...made me "aww" with joy =P.  some person asked about it's price and it's a whopping $800.  wow.  and i thought at pet fair you adopt dogs to give them a better home...i thought wrong.  oh well...i was very delighted when it sat down...i've never seen something so small look so astute.  amazing.  when i get my own house in california i'll have a tiny dog and name it koona [koh-oh-nuh].  tiny because i fear i'm allergic [as i'm allergic to cats] so it must be tiny [and tiny = cute] or big and hairless.  i'll go with tiny =].

there's more i want to write, but i'll save it for another day.  for a heads up, it's about dreams.

wow.  now i know why my dad was in such a bad mood this morning.  my mom told me my dad called crying...but now the news is all over.  please check the local news.

i never thought this could happen.  i was really optimistic too.  saying maybe they threw her in a ditch, but her head hit so hard that she got amnesia and couldn't remember who she was or where she was...there goes my theory.  you know why i never thought this could happen?  because of tito ali.  he works 2 jobs (both nursing) and only takes a day off every 2 weeks.  he does this because he has 5 kids to support.  he even almost became a priest before a nurse.  he doesnt deserve this pain...no one does.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1sneQLzE1Q

R.I.P. SALLY APERECE & HUY NGO

mass at Notre Dame church today at 7.oo for sally & huy.  please go.

(pic & church info thanks to ashley)

EDIT~~~~

mall today at galleria to celebrate birthday.  thank you mariel for the $50 gift certificate to banana republic. 

...but there's still that gloominess that lurks on my shoulders.  next to me.  under me.  everywhere.

we went to tito ali's house after kaneyama's sushi resturant.  smiles and laughter were everywhere, but their eyes told a different story.  food was everywhere, like a buffet.  13 family members flew in from all over the states to stay at their house and mourn the death.  the family all wore pink in memory of her.  it was sad.  writing this makes me sad, but i like getting my feelings out.

one person that came from the outside said "let's drink our sorrows away" and i stared and gave him a good look.  a happy smile and laughter, but a voice vouching a different story.  my friend, who will remain nameless, was trying to be cheerful and cheer everyone with his laughter and jokes, but i saw through him.  frequently picking up the missing poster, and looking at it with gazing eyes.  the smell of cigarette smoke amidst him.  people playing with the pet dog to divert from the sadness (i know because i'm one of them).  this is how grief and a fake happiness mix.  this is how it is. 

the verdict happens on monday. 
...i want to know what happens.

starting xanga again.  how invigorating.

went to testmasters today and there was a brown teacher and 7 students.  ZOMG!!!  i only knew 1 person there and that was andrew coles -___-;;.  there was a john vu kid and i'm pretty sure i've heard his name before...just dunno where -___-;;.  and there was this cool indian chick but she was only in my class for one day...blegh.

driver's ed starts tomorrow...i think.  i'm not sure...gotta ask parents -___-;;.  BUT its freaking 8am in the morning T___T.

oh well...on the other hand i slept over at kristal's house yesterday cause it was her birthday.  AND i got to see...YASHVI PATEL!  AND THEN i met...EDDIE FONG!  zomg...you have no clue how annoying it was to be a freshman (last year), hang out with a bunch of seniors, and all these cool things about this one azn kid youve never met and never did meet until yesterday :O.  and well...what ive heard is true...he's a cool kid x].  and...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTAL!  blee, releine kicked us in the bed and she spazzes and it's scary and i dont want to sleepover with RELEINE again -__-V.

sick. sickccccckckckckck.  SICCKCKSCKSCKSCKKCSSCK.  ...do you have sore throat? -.o

gaming info (if im away):
survival project:  ookikioo
maple story:  kokoOnut - scania
counter-strike: babablacksheep4t (this goes for a lot of steam games...just ask which game)

current drama:
kurosagi - WATCH THIS.  yamapi ^___^V.  im serious...forget korean and taiwanese drama...watch this!
attention please - this is good too...aya ueto ^__^.  watch this too =P
spring waltz - wtf subs havent been out in 2 weeks...this should die.  and the story's okay.
BREAK [MNET] - WATCH THIS.  it's all about break-dancing in 6 episodes--20 mins each but at the same time...a mini-drama.  lots of cool ppl like nam hyun joon & bae sae gi & shin eun jim or whatever her name is...i like it for the dance <3
the great inheritance - i like it.  kim jae won as a gangster that inherits a kindgeraten class :O.
really really like you - only watching it cause i like eugene
tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - subs stopped and i really liked this jap drama too...WATCH THIS.

yeaaaa ummm nothing really important happened i dont think.  saw firoze few days ago after like a year and it was cool...he's still that cool indian kid XD.  saw russell peters at downtown and i swear all brown people dress alike...oh and goldie was there =].  (she's so pretty!).  ummm heh...duc gave me a letter and i'm glad that i knew he was a good person afterall XD. 

JEEZ!  timothy wang, angela lo, releine b, alisha teneja, abed & majed haque, & mariel agtual all left.  who else is leaving soon...oh eddie fong.  i bet theres some more people.  ¬____¬.  oh i'm leaving for philippines in july so if you want anything just ask.

make plans PLEASE.  a call out to all you kids i dont go to school with T___T.  tennis.  movies.  badminton.  net warriors.  malling.  i dont care...just make plans before i die from watching drama X____X;;.